edward jeremy granada holmes

It's not a penis

Hi there!

I hate Photobucket. Scrolling down to posts back from 2013 half of the pictures/vids are gone. Yes - I do still have them on my hard drive/thumb drive... But that's not the point. I'm pissed, because they changed everything without a warning first.

So I decided to upload pics/vids here on LJ instead. Like the following :)

It is not a penis - it's a sausage :) And lentil soup. Why is this important? It's a hand cooked one, not from the can :)

Life is erratic at present. I'm 51 now and everything seems to change, but not for the better.
I hate this sh***y virus! They cancelled 'The Flying Dutchman' which we were meant to see this afternoon my sister and I...
My father has still issues with his leg.
The new dog is a monster! (Although a cuddly one.)
WORK IS THE SHITTIES THING EVER!!! Honestly - I could shoot them all! Imbeciles, idiots and more idiots.
I will leave them in eight weeks. THANK GOD! This job has been the most mundane I ever had. The only good thing is the money.


At least the sun is shining and pics of clouds and sunset collection is still growing.

Maybe you ask yourself now - what will she do in the near future? I intend to live a happy and joyful life, with plenty of money and things I like and love and can do. Like photography, painting, carving, book binding, writing, reading. And walking with Monsterlein :)

The soup was yum!

Let us all start posting more and more often!

Have a beautiful weekend :)


Ela B
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I deleted my Photobucket account

Hi there!

A minute ago I deleted my old unused photobucket account... The mess they have made... First they told me I don't have an account anymore, or worse - wrong password (although I didn't alter anything...). Then I had to confirm it is me... They let me in and directed me to the 'buy... for....'-site... I was soooo aggravated months ago, when instead of an old uploaded pic/file they showed me this stupid 'pay 400$ a year and you got your pictures back'-thing!!!
I don't think I want to have a relationship with a service so unreliable as theirs. So I deleted it.

In 16 days I'm going to be 50... Maybe I will delete my LJ account too. Haven't decided yet. But life goes on. I reset this account to free last year. It's time for a reset. A lot of things that had been very important to me, when I was in 40s are now obsolete. My mother died... still unbelievable... In the last few days I realized that I haven't done any of the things I wanted to do in almost 50 years! I'm still working for other people and their wealth. I feel like living in a kind of prison. Same shit day in day out.

So plans for 2019 are to lose weight instead of gaining it.
Write more for my own delight :)
Finding a better paid job with lower stress level.
Travel more.
Doing the things I always wanted to do (music, photography, art, languages).

And hoping for Sherlock Holmes 3 with Jude Law and Robert Downey and a sequel to 'Master and Commander' :)

Although weather outside is bleak - have a good start and always remember - Life is too short for later!

All the best

edward jeremy granada holmes

Dark Spring

Hi there!

This picture has been taken a while ago. With my mum's dead not half a year ago to me it looked both beautiful and threatening. It was a chilly spring afternoon. There is always a Yin-Yang aspect in everything that surrounds us. Future frightens me. Bullies seem to rule the world (or trying to). And who are we to prevent it? But nature will still grow, blossom, produce, fester and decay as long as the earth exists. It feels strange to think of one's own mortality... And what will remain?
It still makes me cry that my mum's body was cremated. All that she once was is now gone where??? I still can't believe it. Let's hope for the best.

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Gem of Nature

Awesome day today. On my way to the pond where I discovered two zillion tadpoles fourteen days ago I came along this little fellow. Isn't he awesome? And the tadpoles turned all into tiny cuddly mini frogs :) That really made my day! Off to put more penis shaped ice cubes into my coffe lol

Such a beautiful fellow :) It's called Purple Emperor. I'm in awe...

Have a beautiful Sunday! xxx